Can't find anything to write, My thoughts are hunting me, buzzing in my head. I can't sleep, I can't stop thinking of him, of them and of me. I just can't keep the past behind, I can't enjoy my moment and I can't look forward for tomorrow to come. I am trapped within myself, I am screaming but there is no one to listen and I am silent while everyone is loud.I am lonely but only when people are around!!