December 04, 2021

October 17, 2021

Why Now?

So, why i am back to blogging?!
Well, I believe no one reads the blog. So this gives me the freedom to scream without being "judged".
And I feel super lonely. I feel unheard. No one hears me. I have been screaming my heart out and no one cares.
And honestly I am super tired.

I don't think I can do it anymore.

So .. hear I am. 

Pouring my heart to my dear void.


Lessons:1/365

Hello world
I decided to get back to blogging.
I will start by writing at least one lesson I learned each day.
My goal is to learn something new everyday and keeping track of it.

Lesson 1:

I need to stop acting upon the end results of scenarios I play in my head. 
I need to take those end results in mind, yet take things one step at a time. 

I need to focus on what I have in my hands, not on what would have had been in my hands had I acted differently.

P.S.

It has been a while since I last wrote in English. Sorry for all the mistakes. I promise this is going to get better.

February 01, 2021

Hello Void

I miss the time no one read. It is really funny how lonely I feel because everyone in paying attention.

I guess it is time to get back to deserted blogger. 

Back to the safety of not being heard.