June 30, 2010

Adieu mon pays

Right now, all what I can think of is how a certain person smells like. You know how it feels when you have this constant headache that you know will go only if you sniffed a cup of coffee, fresh bread or even took a deep breath in a rainy day.

It is not really a headache; it is a torturing craving for something that can’t be easily fulfilled. It is not easily fulfilled because I wish it was just the smell of coffee that I am craving. But I am craving a smell of a person who isn’t physically around. And the only way to get this fixed is to find a way to transfer smells over the internet.

I hate packing. Well, I don’t really hate packing. I hate how the idea of travel starts a compulsive behavior of washing everything in sight. It is really time consuming super exhausting. But I just can’t stop. Because all what I can think of is how I will get back to find home. And you know what, the moment I am back home, I start a process of unpacking and washing everything in sight. I think one day I should do something about that cleaning compulsive behavior.

Actually not only travel sets it off, stress in general. If someone died for example I start washing things too.

Life, people, would have been different if we lived every day as if there is no tomorrow. The concept of tomorrow is ruining our lives. Because we know there is a tomorrow, and regardless we know that there is no guarantee, yet we act as if it is granted. And instead of making use of today and say what we should be saying and do what we feel like doing, we wait. And there is no point of waiting. Whatever that didn’t happen today won’t be happening tomorrow. And if it did, we will regret it anyway.

The thing is, the concept of no tomorrow could ruin our lives in many ways too. But this is a long story and I have a plan to catch in few hours. I am going back to visit the sacred valley. I am not that excited and this too is another long story to be added to the many things that I have been keeping inside.

Right now, all what I can think of is a smell that I never smelled before yet I know is exactly what I need.

I will pray for you all, and I will miss you all.

Actually, I am missing you already.

à toute à l'heure

June 29, 2010

What's on the cards?

I got this in an astrology report. I don't really believe in such things. Yet I found this so refreshing and fun to share.


This aspect signifies that you just plainly love each other. The attraction is so strong between you that even though you may be incompatible by other standards, you still feel like being with your partner because of that love you feel for them. It's not that they won't occasionally drive you nuts - they will. It's just that the bottom line is that there is real love between you and there is no stronger emotion in the universe.

By being together you can create beauty and form as well as appreciate art and music.

With this configuration, no matter what difficulties come along to challenge you, you will always feel a need and desire to make peace, reconcile and create harmony and cooperation in your relationship. This aspect offers a great stability that will keep you from turning against each other, unless the obstacles become totally overwhelming.

A great deal of time and effort can be put into social activities and if you are involved in creative ventures together, then this aspect adds support and form to your ideas.

Jupiter brings substantial advantage, growth, progress, success and increase into your lives. Good fortune, achievement and blessings will arrive in ways that cannot be measured, simply by your being together. It can never be said that you want for anything with this aspect and, instead of limitations being placed upon you, opportunities never imagined will now come your way. Higher thoughts of expression and philosophical and religious pursuits may become part of your daily life. Expanding your education or beliefs can now be possible.

You make each other happy just by being together and the world becomes a much more satisfying place for you because of your togetherness. Travel, especially the long distance kind, or connections to people of different cultures may also play an important part in your lives.

As a couple you will enjoy popularity and any legal matters that happen to arise will probably be settled much more in your favor with benefic Jupiter here.

This is perhaps a relationship that arrived out of the blue, when neither one of you was looking for it. If you are looking for a stable and comfortable relationship, then forget that and either get used to an unsettled, rattled, disruptive and disoriented lifestyle or don't stick around at all! You will either find this relationship to be liberating and eye-opening or it will scare the pants off you both.

You may find the unconventionality and unpredictability of this relationship too much for you to handle, but you can count on one thing. It will serve to open you up to experiences you have never before considered. Traditional ideas go right out the window with this aspect. Endless challenges will make stability between you impossible. Just as the situation starts to stabilize, another event occurs to rock you off your foundation.

Several things are for sure. Your relationship will be full of surprises, it will be totally unpredictable and ever-changing and it will probably never be peaceful and totally secure. If you are looking for some adventure and can change with the moving scenery, then this relationship can be downright exciting. You may very well run into problems with the people in your community who see you as rebels, troublemakers and as potential threats to their peace and security. On the other hand, any challenges from your community or from the people outside your relationship can help to cement a bond between you, thus drawing you closer together.

A wild affair, a liberating experience, a walk on the wild side, a break from boredom, a refreshing change or way too hot to handle -your relationship can be any or all of these.

June 25, 2010

I Wish I Can Say ...

You know, I have something for bastards. And that feeling I have, just makes you one!

June 06, 2010

The Royal Tiara Tag

Name who asked you to play this:

Lendmeurear, Jessy and Sina

Mention six secrets nobody can uncover about you when meeting you for the first time.

1- I love bubbles a lot.

2- I judge, mostly my feelings about a person are right yet I give everyone the benefit of doubt

3- When in doubt, I giggle

4- I think too much about whether I am boring my company or not.

5- I don’t know the right amount of “thank you”s to show appreciation, so I am either over doing it or simply seeming ungrateful.

6- I take everything seriously, which give people a good chance to work me.

Pass this on to 6 bloggers, mentioning their names along with their links.

Though everyone tagged everyone, I tag

  1. Noblese
  2. ibhog
  3. Nerro
  4. Juka
  5. Injis
  6. Mermaid