I feel trapped.
I am always feeling the same way.
I feel I am too old for this. I am going on 35, I must be feeling different, I should be having different worries.
I need to get past my feelings, my nagging needs and my hopes & dreams.
I need to kill that little girl hungry for life.
I need to understand that there are things that are not going to happen.
I feel exhausted ..
I also realized that not only that I was never the "sweep them of their feet" type but also I was never the "grow on them by time" type.
They all left ... They will all leave.
I am never missed ..
I am trapped in my feelings ... I am cornered in my needs.
I am so exhausted.