September 12, 2012


I have you on best-est friends list.

I spend all my day thinking about you.

I occasionally get a ghost of you talking to me. 

I crazily miss you.

I feel I am completely worthless because I can't find one good reason for you to have interest in me.

I just miss you a lot and too frequent ... it is annoying. 

Why did you come into my life?

Why will you leave? 

Eventually you will ...

There isn't anything to stay for ...

There isn't anything that could be of interest ...

Why me? And why not me? 

I am not smart, I am not pretty, I am not successful ... I am a no one. 

And I miss you. 

The point is how would you ever realize that "no one" is missing you. 

Why did you come into my life? ..... Why did you leave?


Z-Lo said...

I love your blog. You are maybe one of my favorite authors! :O I wanted to put this comment on various of your posts, but couldn't to stop reading to do so. Finally I just put it here, as I couldn't hold it in anymore after reading this one :) What more can I say?

Shimaa Gamal said...

Hello z-lo

1st you have been missed. It has been years. You took down your blog and disappeared. Why did you do so?

2nd your comment really made my day. Thank you so much.

I really don't know how to thank you enough.

I hope life is treating you well.

Take care :)

Z-Lo said...

I'm glad you still remember me from, like, 4 years ago. Yes, maybe it's just that I don't have it in me to maintain a blog. I once had a teacher that said that writing should be a painful process. I don't know if it should be, but it is, as well as time-consuming. I still often have ideas for things to write about but they seem to dissipate rather than congeal as soon as I put them into words.

Anyway, I was glad to see that you are still doing it. I hadn't looked at your blog for a while either and when I rediscovered it the other day, it made my day :) So thank you!

Shimaa Gamal said...

Hello again :)

Your teacher was right. Writing is sort of painful process.

I don't blog as often, but I tweet :)

Maybe you should try tweeting those ideas you have. Though tweeting is time consuming too and addictive.

You really made my day with your comments.

Thank you again.