May 14, 2017

Unbearable lightness of being

I am not feeling ok. I feel stretched thin. I could list why I am feeling so. But I don't have the energy to do.
I don't want to tell anyone I know about how I feel, because I have no energy to handle the cliches or the indifference.

I am not feeling good. Life is too futile to live. There was times when I wished I could just sleep for few years then get back to living. These days I just want to go to sleep and never wake up again.

Why do we live?

Why are we here?

It is totally futile. 

12 comments:

Anonymous said...

Go out of your comfort zone dear... try new things and stop thinking and processing... feel light and act accordingly ... all the best !

Shimaa Gamal said...

You sound like Sameh. I hope you are not him

Anonymous said...

No I am not Sameh , we did not meet in person !

Shimaa Gamal said...

You still sound like him

Anonymous said...

Ok , not sure if this is good or bad but here you are with the over thinking , you did not discuss the comment rather than who is saying it ...

Shimaa Gamal said...

Your comment is dense. Full of cliches. Only Sameh will pull out a cliche for such a post.
Your comment is dense. Borderline insenstive. Thanks anyway!

Anonymous said...

Dense twice , cliches , insensitive... did not see all of that coming ... sorry for upsetting u ... simple man thought in direct way , complicated stuff is not my thing ... never again !

Askandarani said...

It isn't me.
انا برئ

Shimaa Gamal said...

You are still dense. Because you don't know whatever I am going through. And you still got the guts not only to judge and project a lame cliche as a solution to whatever you don't know. But also you found me calling you what you are improper.

You are not a simple man. You are lame, shallow and insenstive.

Shimaa Gamal said...

اهو اخد اللي فيه القسمة :)
ظلمتك

Anonymous said...

True , I do not know what you are going through right now ... I projected it is very similar to posts like this you were sharing through out previous years. I assumed again they are all linked to the real cause that I had in mind "knowing that I do not know you in person , I only know the states of minds you used to share as a writer, blogger and in Twitter". I wrote a similar comment to you a while ago and you said you will think about it once الظروف help you to move on.

of course there is a high probability of being wrong but hey such comment was innocent and did not see all of this coming ...

Shimaa Gamal said...

It is ok.
And sorry, I can't be nice all the time.