It was 2008 or maybe 2009 when I told Brad that my wish for the new year/ birthday is to have a healthy relationship.
It is 2014 and I still didn't get the healthy relationship I wanted.
I got lots of men but no relationships.
I got lots of desire but no feelings.
I am still trapped in the old corner of needs, wants and disappointments.
But it is ok ... it is ok.
I give up