April 01, 2014

A Bluff

So he blamed me for blogging about him and when I told him I could stop doing it if he wants he replies that he doesn't care ...

So maybe he doesn't care if I mentioned his full name and maybe his phone number too!

Just bluffing!

And here is the point.

I am so predictable!

I will get angry, threat something really crazy that will make you regret even knowing me in the 1st place but I will actually do nothing.

The rule is, if I am really going to do anything. I won't be talking about it.

This is an old lesson that I have learned reading Adham Sabry.

You don't talk, you act then talk to the corpse!

As long as I am talking then I will do no harm.

I do no harm!


I am angry and brokenhearted!

I vent to the void!

This is what keeps me going!


Gypo said...

Just remember that what doesn't kill you, can only make you stronger. Cheer up :)

Shimaa Gamal said...

And sometimes what doesn't kill you cripples you for life :)

Thanks my friend :) everything is gonna be ok isa :)

L.G. said...

u should do something.

Anonymous said...

Shimaa! Habibty, you are so wonderful. Trust me, a man will not make you happy. Men make life worse! Especially a man with problems. You know he is bad news when he makes you sad. So thank Allah, you dodged a bullet. When the right one comes, you won't even be looking habibty. It's not worth making yourself sad or feeling lonely, Allah is with you. And I tell you all of this because this is true. If you have faith in Allah, he will ensure that you are his first and his last love. Never let a man dictate how you feel about yourself or your life. If anyone hurts you, he will meet the same consequence, this is Allah's law. So have faith in him, he will bring you so much happiness. I promise you. Sending you loads of love and duwas xoxoxoxox


Hugs from Toronto

Anonymous said...

couple of years back I was in the same place of that idiot.
I was much more mean and left someone that so much loved me in a very dark times for her.
I was threatened by much more than publishing my numbers or name, and had to ask my best friend to deal with her on my behalf, couldn't even face the situation myself, I didn't have the guts to do that.
Two years later, I made that call to remove the guilt off my shoulder and ask forgiveness from this person , since whenever something bad happened to me I thought it was because of what I have done.
She said that she never meant to harm me by any means and all it was just A Bluff.
She had forgiven me but mostly till now I couldn't be able to fully forgive myself.
I don't know if what you have written here is personal experience or not but I believe He will feel as much sorry as I feel one day.

Shimaa Gamal said...

@ LG
I think I should ;)

Shimaa Gamal said...

@ my dear friend from Toronto

Loads of hugs all the way to you.

Thanks for ur continuous support :) I can feel it :)

Shimaa Gamal said...

Dear anonymous

I once had someone in my life who harmed me in so many ways.
Years later he apologized.
It didn't make a difference. Because the only apology that would have made any difference was right after he harmed me.
I forgave him without an apology,

The rule is to never hold a grudge.

But to forgive those who harmed you never undo the harm.

They change you .. Forever.

But it is ok :)

Thank you for passing by.