April 28, 2015

Anger Management

I am angry. I am too angry I can't even put it in words.

Reasons?

Life?!

I will be such an ungrateful brat if I said life is bad. I am actually living some of my best days regardless all the minor inconviences.

And those "minor" inconviences are pushing me to the edge. I contemplate death a lot just to escape those "minor" inconviences.

Then my uncle set me up with someone. Which translates to عمي جابلي عريس.
I met him just to avoid the drama. But I didnt, dad gave me one of my worst days ever.
Then it didnt end. He apparently likes me, and i pushed him away twice. I am trying to be nice and considerate of his fucking emotions.

He makes me angry.

He is unfit. He isn't a match. And I don't have a match.

I should live with it. And everyone else should too.

I am angry. I am surrounded by seriously annoying people. No one takes a fucken hint!
No one fucken listens.

And yes .. live with it. Liking me won't make me like you back. Mother fucker!

Yes I am having high days. I am happy and you are ruining my happiness.

You are making me angry! Too angry I think I should kill myself to escape you and the anger.

4 comments:

Anonymous said...

M.,

Will, Bonjor Shimaa...
Oh boy you are very angry to the extent of using the F word numerous times with numerous spelling and you topped it of with one of my all times favorite and the awaaaard goes to Mother Fu****,
Take it easy now, at least you came to the realization that life is a bitch.
Good night

Shimaa Gamal said...

I was even to angry to notice that I have used that many F words in such a short post :)
Yes life is a bitch.
I am far better now :)

Thanks M

I hope life isn't being a bitch with you :)

Anonymous said...

M,
:) I'm glad you feel better,
It's ok to vent every once in a while,
as for me I try to adjust and see if there is a good side to bitches and often time there is:)
such is life,
be safe.,

Shimaa Gamal said...

Thanks my dear :)

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