I am in tears again.
He’s been making me cry too often
And every time I think he can’t do it again … he does
I am too old for this …
I am supposed to be smarter than this.
I thought I loved him then I said I don’t. Then he left and I
broke in tears for days, weeks and when it turned into a month of tears I asked
him to get back. He did.
When he did I said I don’t love him. But I do. And I am in
tears.
I don’t want him to leave. But he will do.
I am too old for this.
I would beg him to stop.
But if I did he will leave. I don’t want him to leave.
I break in tears when he goes away …
I don’t want him to leave.
I am too old for this.
I am too old for this.
I am too old for this.
