Episodes of loneliness - On fading out

I can't remember how you smelled.

I can't remember what type of cigarettes you smoke.

I can't remember how your eyes looked gazing into mine.

I can't remember what you wore.

I can't remember how warm/ cold your hands were.

I can't remember how my hand felt in yours.

Your voice keeps fading in my mind I fear one day I won't be able to recognize it.

You are turning into a ghost of a memory.

I am scared ... Don't let me go.

Flashes from another life -1

S: (in tears) I don't want to die ...

H: (hugging her tightly) hushhh ...

A Serious Question

Why would a man get interested in "sleeping" with a "certain" woman?

Why?