On a Side Note - 1

This might not have a future but it sure has a wonderful present.

One day at a time ... don't jump to conclusions.

Enjoy your present because there might not be a future anyway.

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- On success and failure: success is a relative term just like happiness. No one is 100% successful and no one is 100% happy. The same goes to failure. The key term is accomplishment.

- I said that I might have been searching for HH in all the men I have known. The look, the French accent, and the occupation. In a second thought, I guess I was wrong. I looked for the opposite of him. I looked for someone who listens because he never did. I looked for someone who reads because he will never do. And I looked for someone who will care to go for the forehead not the lips because he knows this is what I longed for. I hunted the ghost of the little girl he killed. I found her alive at the very same breakfast table. As I poured my fears of an unconscious love. And as I let go the last symptoms of the withdrawal of a very old addiction.

- It is amazing how things can change by changing our angle of perspective. It was the same place, and the same two persons sitting on the very same table in a typical morning. It was again breakfast. But the angle was tilted towards the friendship view. Nothing was the same. It was clearer and it was easier. The same enjoyment but with a more relief. I guess I owe him another thank you. Thank You :)

Short Notes

- I discovered that I am always one step behind. I am too slow.

- Curiosity killed the cat once, I am not sure if it will kill me too. I got back to investigating their traces. Thanks to the internet, I knew he is lying about his wife, or at least there is nothing to prove his honesty. As for the other him, thanks to an old alias now I know his wife is pregnant. I know I have swore to stop but I can’t resist the temptation.

- If sex is the answer, did anyone get the question?

- You need someone to fix you babe … That was the conclusion of a fruitful talk with an old friend.

- I am the spaghetti, meat balls will sure make me taste better. But I am good enough without them. I am a whole dish. Meat balls are just an addition.

- I am officially blank. I feel too worn out. I can’t put my buzzing ideas into words.

- Rehab Bassam rocks, her book rocks, everyone should read it.