I am supposed to be in a stable relationship yet sometimes I can't help but miss one or two of my ex-boyfriends.
whom do I miss?
I miss HH the most. I miss the effort he used to put to get to me. I miss the many times he got out of his way just to drive me to places. How he never turned me down whenever I asked for help.
I miss how it was ok to just call him crying and complaining of things.
I also miss MMIB, I miss every single detail of our relationship. I miss our routine. I miss how he used to be jealous. I miss how we never ran out of conversation.
The truth is I miss them too much, and I don't know whether I really miss them or I am just longing for youth long gone.
Maybe I just miss being hopeful with life ahead of me.
Maybe I miss the time when it was ok to have expectations from a man.
I am not sure why I am missing them. But I deeply miss my ex-boyfriends though I am in a stable relationship with a man I deeply love.
