tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4546632763501563636.post8608465564845432081..comments2023-11-17T03:16:41.392+02:00Comments on Thoughts of the Thought-Less: Random ScenesShimaa Gamalhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13250945889265508611noreply@blogger.comBlogger2125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4546632763501563636.post-56839234520967797042008-07-15T20:21:00.000+03:002008-07-15T20:21:00.000+03:00I really hope things will go in a different way. I...I really hope things will go in a different way. <BR/>It is not that I fear responsibility, the other day as I was pouring my heart out to one of my friends. I told him that the fact that I am saying that I am not expecting something never meant that I don't really expect it. It just means that I am saving face. I can't afford hurt. Admitting that I wanna commit won't make things better, it will simply make thigs worse. <BR/>Imagine me, a year ago sitting to a breakfast table admitting that I wanted to commit and I feared nothing. Do you think I would have any face left? Do you think I would have any faith left?<BR/>I don't fear responsibility. I just fear hurt and humilation :(Shimaa Gamalhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/13250945889265508611noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4546632763501563636.post-72864329562572552912008-07-14T13:32:00.000+03:002008-07-14T13:32:00.000+03:00you like to torture yourself ... you like to push ...you like to torture yourself ... you like to push yourself into a messy circle... and you like to attach yourself to illusions ... you wanna commit... but you fear the responsibility<BR/><BR/>my advice : grow up <BR/><BR/>i hope after you omra trip, things would go in a different way :(Egyptiana Trapped Soulhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/18047984157989256186noreply@blogger.com