I Spent most of the last month praying that I'd die. I couldn't deal with pressures of life, I was faced repeatedly with how meaningless this life is and how futile is to trust others regardless how close they are.
I spent good amount of my days crying and my nights plotting plans to kill myself.
I had a rough month that doesn't seem to be clearing soon. I am tired, still partially praying to die. But I postponed the plans to kill myself. I still can't get myself to do it. Apparently I still want to live.
I want to live. But I am fed up with life's plot twists.
I spent good amount of my days crying and my nights plotting plans to kill myself.
I had a rough month that doesn't seem to be clearing soon. I am tired, still partially praying to die. But I postponed the plans to kill myself. I still can't get myself to do it. Apparently I still want to live.
I want to live. But I am fed up with life's plot twists.
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ReplyDeleteI don’t know if words can heal your wounds, but you really means a lot for many people. You are inspiring and motivating lots of your network individuals. Be strong and let your father be always proud of his favorite daughter.
ReplyDeleteI strongly doubt that I am that meaningful. But thanks anyway
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