It is really simple. I have been suffering for months. My heart is being crushed day in/ day out.
I have tried everything possible. I am even half a step away from fulfilling a childhood dream.
I ate. I shopped. I worked. I dated men.
I did everything I could do. Yet I am stuck.
And he is happy.
He is married. He is doing all the things he said he doesn't want to do.
I am stuck. I am struggling. I am in pain.
I am tired.
I don't even know how do I feel.
It is just painful.
I am stuck.
I am too old for this.
I am not supposed to be feeling this way.
I am stuck! And I am being crushed by my own feelings.